Bugarbutt Poetry

My heart is empty,
Its cold as ice,
not trusting anyone,
that’s my price,

there is a wall built up around,
from the heavens to the ground,
not letting anyone in,
ha you cant win,

there’s so much rage inside,
built up over years,
that’s why i hide,
i don’t want you by my side,

i let to many in,
trusting and believing,
only leaving me a scar,
deep within,

my life will never be the same,
hurting me,
was your choice,
but my gain,

the sorrow in my heart,
the feeling of being alone,
my best is never good enough,
is the best part,

how can you love someone you don’t know?
they give you a smile and a glow,
shows you love,
you deserve from the heavens above,

i’m scared too see,
what he truly believes and sees in me,
i linger for your touch,
i wanna be loved loved so much,

they are an angel sent to me,
he has my heart, he now needs the key,
he takes away the hurt inside,
gives me a smile and a since of pride,

i’ve been waiting for some one like you,
my whole life,
that makes me feel the way i do inside,
your always on my mind,
a man like you is hard to find,

how can i love you like i said?
you make me smile and dizzy inside,

drifting away,
living day by day,
always running away,
with not much to say,
wondering why i’m alive,
feeling like i’ve died inside,
hitting a wall,
about to loose it all,
someone save me,
if you will,
you don’t know what its like,
in my deepest darkest life,
every tear falls for a reason,
you say its just another day another season,
no matter how much my heart keeps aching,
i wont tell you ill keep faking,